Memang bukan

Kau tahu yang paling menyedihkan? Merindukan seseorang yang pernah mengisi masa lalumu tetapi dia sudah memiliki masa depan yang berbeda.

Kau tahu yang paling menyakitkan? Ditinggalkan. Sebab itu, aku selalu memilih pergi lebih awal. Tapi ternyata, rasa itu masih bersarang.

Memang aku yang lebih dulu pergi. Tapi, terasa seperti aku yang ditinggalkan sendiri.

Ah, rindu. Betapa kejamnya. Aku baru merasakan kosong itu sekarang. Dulu sewaktu-waktu dia ada untuk kubutuhkan. Lima tahun sudah tidak pernah bertemu. Lima minggu terakhir kau cek kabarku. Lima bulan kau kabarkan istrimu mengandung anakmu.

Senang dan berduka. Senang kau berbahagia. Berduka bahwa kau tak bisa lagi ada untukku selamanya. Itulah mengapa persahabatan antara pria dan perempuan adalah bias.

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TAK

Remind me when i back into love
The love that i shouldn’t had
Remind me it wasn’t a hope
It Something i had to left

When i miss it just happen like this
Like a storm that suddenly come
He never mine and never knew
What i felt was something new

I make believe i could smile, smile, smile
Pretend everything going right, right, right
It just a love,  just a wish
it just you, you, and you in my mind

Go away, could you go away?
it bothered me someday
I buried all memories but it always come away

Go away, could you just go away?
I knew you ain’t mine
For the first time we met
But denial is the thing i had

I wasted my time for loving you, lied in a fake i built too.
It isn’t for real, it isn’t for true
It just you, you, you, you…

When i miss it just happen like this
Like a storm that suddenly come
He never mine and never knew
What i felt was something new

I make believe i could smile, smile, smile
Pretend everything going right, right, right
It just a love,  just a wish
it just you, you, and you’re
not in my mind anymoorree

Katanya – new song –

katanya merindumu seperti punguk yang merindukan bulan

Panjang dengan tepian, seperti tembok cina, yang berujung di lautan

Katanya mengharapkanmu seperti jauh panggang dari api

seperti fatamorgana, yang indah dari kejauhan tapi tidak untuk didekati

 

mungkin memang kita tak mungkin untuk bersama

seperti cahaya yang membias dalam udara

apalah hati itu.. berkata tidak namun iya

berucap janji namun ingkar adanya

 

semua pergi semua hilang

tak kembali namun lekang

tiada daya kulakukan….

One Day – Declan Galbraith Lyrics-

https://soundcloud.com/dgalbraith/one-day-full-demo

One day
You entered my life
And from that day never been right
Such a heavy impression
You laid on me

One day
Was all it took
A honey glazed kiss
And just one look
I wish we saw the heartache
And hazard lights ahead

I woke up this morning
And you weren’t there
Same old song, same old story
Going around in my head

In April, in June, July, September
You came along
Made me remember
The love we shared
How I wanna go back there

So hold me in your arms
Never let me go
Life’s too short
So hold me in your arms
Never let me go
Never let me go

Look now
As I stand in the rain
Another cold night on
A summer’s day
While the wind in my heart blows
I wonder where my sun goes

Always
Forever we find
The scratch on a record
And I know the line
If forever could mean one day
I wouldn’t wonder if I’m too late

I woke up this morning
And you weren’t there
Same old song, same old story
Going around in my head

In April, in June, July, September
You came along
Made me remember
The love we shared
How I wanna go back there
Oh I wanna go back there

So hold me in your arms
Never let me go
Life’s too short
So hold me in your arms
Never let me go
Never let me go

You ruined it
I ruined it
We ruined it so many times
So I love you, I want you
I need you in my life for more than one day a month
Or one day a year
I could put aside all the tears

So hold me in your arms
Never let me go
Life’s too short
So hold me in your arms
Never let me go
Hold me in your arms

I don’t wanna feel this way
Feel all on my own, yeah
Never let me go

When You Come Home Lyrics Billy Gilman

“When You Come Home”

My first day of recess
They all laughed at me
When I fell off the swing set
And scraped up my knee

The nurse called my Momma
To say I’d be late,
And when she gave me the phone
I could hear Momma say
“I’m sorry, son.
Oh I think you’re so brave”

And she was smiling when she said:

When you come home,
No matter how far,
Run through the door
And into my arms
It’s where you are loved,
It’s where you belong
And I will be here
When you come home

I waved good-bye through the window
As I boarded the plane
My first job in Houston
Was waiting for me

I found a letter from Momma
Tucked in my coat
And as I flew down the runway
I smiled when she wrote:
I’ll miss you, son,
You’ll be so far away

And I’ll be waiting for the day

When you come home
No matter how far,
Run through the door
And into my arms
It’s where you are loved,
It’s where you belong,
And I will be here
When you come home

I don’t think
She can hear you now,
The doctor told me
Your Momma is fading,
It’s best that you leave

So I whispered,
I love you
And then turned away.
But I stopped at the door
When I heard Momma say,
I love you, son,
But they’re calling me away

And promise me before I go

When you come home,
No matter how far,
Run through the door
And into my arms;
It’s where you are loved,
It’s where you belong,
And I will be here
When you come home,
When you come home.

Hey Kau!

Hey Kau! yang selalu hadir dimimpiku..
Pergi pergilah
Tak ada tempat untuk semua itu
Semua kisah terikat kenangan
Tapi buka berarti akan terus terngiang
Cukup sudah tak ada waktu untuk itu
Tak perlu membuktikan lagi
Aku bukan yang dulu
Hey kau! Bagai pelangi di malam hari
Membuat bertanya cahaya mana yang pasti?
Mimpi itu tak sama
Seperti aku menafsirkan semua rasa yang berbeda
Ego terlalu besar untuk dimengerti
Sebagaimana dunia yang tak pasti
Sesaat pergi, sesaat kembali
Kau yang selalu hadir dimimpi
Mencoba kembali terbangun dari mimpi
agar bayang-bayang itu menjauh pergi
Tapi kau! Pelangi di malam hari
Hey Kau! yang selalu hadir dimimpiku..
Pergi pergilah
Tak ada tempat untuk semua itu

Falling Slowly Lyrics -Glen Hansard-

I don’t know you, but I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me and always fool me
And I can’t react

And games that never amount
To more than they’re meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You’ve made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can’t go back
The moods that take me and erase me
And I’m painted black

Well, you have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It’s time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice
You’ve made it now

Falling slowly sing your melody
I’ll sing it loud

Songwriters
HANSARD, GLEN / IRGLOVA, MARKETA / MACCONIOMAIRE, COLM / DOYLE,, JOSEPH / BOCHNIK, ROBERT